...Thats my current situation right now, All made by One.
My days goes fast by with sewing... sewing... and keeping social media up, that's mainly.
I have done from 17 years old as Freelanser designer / artist.
2018.3. I started my company...
it have made me more busy and ate all my money and very much of my straight.
I still have hope for continue forward but I know if I soon don't get really help I will fall.
Here I have write what I do as every day for one week-
My NORMAL schedule.
- Design ( morning I woke up, breakfast and I start sewing... I do everything inside one house)
- Designing ( making art or designing clothes, reality I am now days so busy that I haven't draw fashion designs send last Christmas... even I would love to...)
- Sewing ( now I do it all time from morning to late evening.)
- Social Media ( I try to keep instagram etc. up with pictures what I did that day, I don't straight add pictures from clothing, when it's ready I add it.)
- Website ( once a week I try to have time to make the website up and continue editing.)
- Videos / episode ( editing videos, right now I am making a short document to YouTube, at down you see a picture, it's from the filming me, with my ROCK design.)
- Exercise ( I am sewing so it's much sitting and shoulders get stuck, I do work at home so I don't want to be 24/7 just in one room, so with exercise I get little relax, but often I have so much to make so I have to skip it.)
- Stress? (yes... I was working, sleeping, painting and living in one small bedroom... you can image it how tress full it have been 7 years, 2018 I did get downs stare room for work, I'm so pleased, now I can finally sleep.)
- Food ( I ate once a day warm meal, mostly because I don't have time and I don't want hate more than I use, I don't want to get fatter... long story maybe later writing about it?)
- Sleep ( I go to sleep ofter over mid night, right now is almost 00:00 I am writing this, now I have time for it.)
I just want to live...
When I have get work done, I often in bed draw something Anime / Manga characters. I did have as hobby a Cosplay, I did have break for 7 years, 2017 I have started it again little by little. If you like, you can found more from my website/COSPLAY.
Also I have now much think about near future years, I have now also chance to go
a 3D game art higher school! I am so happy about it! soon is exams, wish me luck!＜3
I truly hope that I found help soon, because I am very exhausted but I have much to give, I hope people gives me a change to show it.
I am asking help as human, not as "company". My company is now very silent but I try to keep it up.
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